(20:39 / Friday, July 11, 2008)
Reverberating footsteps
Whoa not bad, nine days.
Even before the week ends, I can say it
is a rough week. We had a re-tingxie and Math test and most of the week was spent practising for NBC. And the Bumpiest Tuesday, when about half the world around me started telling me they were going for V(JC)IP.
I've been thinking alot about Saturday, whole week, during lessons, during bedtime - well, it's just tomorrow. How come I seem to be the only one being paranoid, as usual, cause I am sure it matters as much to everyone else. Probably I'm the only one being paranoid and
showing it. CJH WON'T BE TROUNCED, either way.
If I conclude my year now I can say that I've broken my resolution of not being influenced, not taking what others say to heart, and taking my own stand for once. And I just have to say "Next year, I'll try again" a few more times before I turn 86, possibly, years old.
& I could listen to Sara Bareilles all day!
Set me free, leave me be
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.